Wednesday, August 17, 2011

confused thoughts

Not sure why even post, but its driving me insane. For all of my life I was the joke. I was never that well liked. However now that I am getting healthier and my look is changing, I find that people think of me differently. I get comments like I am cute, pretty, beautiful...etc and I do not see it. Also find that a lot like me and want a chance with me. It's new and overwhelming. I don't even know how to react to all this flattering attention. Just not sure what to think.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Get to know me #2

If you were drunk and couldn’t walk, would the person you last kissed, take care of you?
Don't know them that well, but i'm sure.

What do you prefer skittles or starbursts?

Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?

Whose car did you ride in last?
My mothers.

Do you regret doing something today?
Lots of things.

Are you a mean person?
I can be.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
No, things happen for a reason.

Who’s the last person to give you a piggyback ride?
That would be no one.

What’s something you want right now?
To see a special person.

Would you consider yourself tall?

Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?

Do you have feelings for anyone?
Yea a few.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Not really.

Who taught you how to swim?
I dont know.

Have you ever talked on the phone in the shower/bathtub?

Are you shy?

Are you close with your siblings?
Don't have any.

Are you open about your feelings or closed?

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Well they stole my heart, so yeah I would like to think so.

Is there anything/anyone you’re losing faith in?

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
Yeah, Saturday.

Are you afraid to stay home all alone?

Whose bed were you on last besides yours?
Wouldn't you like to know.

What is your favorite thing about the beach?

How many kids do you want to have?
I don't know.

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the computer.

Have you ever found someone you really really really liked?
Yes, really really.

You think “I love you” are strong words?

Meet anyone new lately?
Yes :D

What was the last movie you watched?
A nightmare on Elm street movie.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

What are you currently listening to?

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?

How late did you stay up last night and why?
3 Am, cause I wanted to.

Do you still have items that belong to your ex?

Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
not yet

Do you like to hold hands?
Yes, I love to.

Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you?

Do you put ketchup on your fries or on the side?

Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
Worse than it sounds

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
on a couch, no.

What’s worse, having someone mad or disappointed in you?
Disappointed; I think.

What’s your favorite season?
Autumn; or spring.

Can you recall the last time you really liked someone?

With your last kiss, were you standing, sitting, or lying down?
lying down

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No, the floor ;]

Is it hard leaving people behind?

Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?

Could you go a day without eating?
I have in the past.

Which of your friends would you most likely get arrested with?
What friends.

Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
yeah I was