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Wednesday, August 17, 2011
confused thoughts
Not sure why even post, but its driving me insane. For all of my life I was the joke. I was never that well liked. However now that I am getting healthier and my look is changing, I find that people think of me differently. I get comments like I am cute, pretty, beautiful...etc and I do not see it. Also find that a lot like me and want a chance with me. It's new and overwhelming. I don't even know how to react to all this flattering attention. Just not sure what to think.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Get to know me #2
If you were drunk and couldn’t walk, would the person you last kissed, take care of you?
Don't know them that well, but i'm sure.
Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
No.
Whose car did you ride in last?
My mothers.
Do you regret doing something today?
Lots of things.
Are you a mean person?
I can be.
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
No.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
No, things happen for a reason.
Who’s the last person to give you a piggyback ride?
That would be no one.
What’s something you want right now?
To see a special person.
Would you consider yourself tall?
Short.
Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
No.
Do you have feelings for anyone?
Yea a few.
Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Not really.
Who taught you how to swim?
I dont know.
Have you ever talked on the phone in the shower/bathtub?
Negatory.
Are you shy?
Very.
Are you close with your siblings?
Don't have any.
Are you open about your feelings or closed?
Open.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Well they stole my heart, so yeah I would like to think so.
Is there anything/anyone you’re losing faith in?
Yes.
Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
Yeah, Saturday.
Are you afraid to stay home all alone?
No.
Whose bed were you on last besides yours?
Wouldn't you like to know.
What is your favorite thing about the beach?
Ocean.
How many kids do you want to have?
I don't know.
What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the computer.
Have you ever found someone you really really really liked?
Yes, really really.
You think “I love you” are strong words?
Yes.
Meet anyone new lately?
Yes :D
What was the last movie you watched?
A nightmare on Elm street movie.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Eh.
What are you currently listening to?
Nothing
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Sure.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
3 Am, cause I wanted to.
Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
not yet
Do you like to hold hands?
Yes, I love to.
Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you?
Definitely.
Do you put ketchup on your fries or on the side?
Depends.
Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
Worse than it sounds
Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
on a couch, no.
What’s worse, having someone mad or disappointed in you?
Disappointed; I think.
What’s your favorite season?
Autumn; or spring.
Can you recall the last time you really liked someone?
Now.
With your last kiss, were you standing, sitting, or lying down?
lying down
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No, the floor ;]
Is it hard leaving people behind?
yea....
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yes
Could you go a day without eating?
I have in the past.
Which of your friends would you most likely get arrested with?
What friends.
Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
yeah I was
Don't know them that well, but i'm sure.
What do you prefer skittles or starbursts?
Depends
Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
No.
Whose car did you ride in last?
My mothers.
Do you regret doing something today?
Lots of things.
Are you a mean person?
I can be.
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
No.
If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
No, things happen for a reason.
Who’s the last person to give you a piggyback ride?
That would be no one.
What’s something you want right now?
To see a special person.
Would you consider yourself tall?
Short.
Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
No.
Do you have feelings for anyone?
Yea a few.
Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Not really.
Who taught you how to swim?
I dont know.
Have you ever talked on the phone in the shower/bathtub?
Negatory.
Are you shy?
Very.
Are you close with your siblings?
Don't have any.
Are you open about your feelings or closed?
Open.
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Well they stole my heart, so yeah I would like to think so.
Is there anything/anyone you’re losing faith in?
Yes.
Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
Yeah, Saturday.
Are you afraid to stay home all alone?
No.
Whose bed were you on last besides yours?
Wouldn't you like to know.
What is your favorite thing about the beach?
Ocean.
How many kids do you want to have?
I don't know.
What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Turned off the computer.
Have you ever found someone you really really really liked?
Yes, really really.
You think “I love you” are strong words?
Yes.
Meet anyone new lately?
Yes :D
What was the last movie you watched?
A nightmare on Elm street movie.
How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Eh.
What are you currently listening to?
Nothing
Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Sure.
How late did you stay up last night and why?
3 Am, cause I wanted to.
Do you still have items that belong to your ex?
Yes.
Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
not yet
Do you like to hold hands?
Yes, I love to.
Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you?
Definitely.
Do you put ketchup on your fries or on the side?
Depends.
Is heartbreak really as bad as it sounds?
Worse than it sounds
Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
on a couch, no.
What’s worse, having someone mad or disappointed in you?
Disappointed; I think.
What’s your favorite season?
Autumn; or spring.
Can you recall the last time you really liked someone?
Now.
With your last kiss, were you standing, sitting, or lying down?
lying down
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
No, the floor ;]
Is it hard leaving people behind?
yea....
Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
Yes
Could you go a day without eating?
I have in the past.
Which of your friends would you most likely get arrested with?
What friends.
Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
yeah I was
Friday, February 25, 2011
Update 15
This month I saw my doctor and my nutritionist. At the doctor's office I lost another 18 pounds in 3 months. So that is just about 50 pounds since June. Since my highest weight I have lost about 58 pounds.
My A1c also got rechecked and unfortunately it went up to 6.8 (from being 6.7 three months ago) It's not a huge deal but I want to get under 6 %.
My nutritionist also would like me to be interviewed for the local paper. Since March is a month about nutrition, she wants to get some recognition out in the community and let people know that dieting can be done the right way. It may not be easy, or always fun but it is doable. Commitment and focus are very important, not just diet and exercise.
Anyway, that is the most important information for my little update.
Until next time, I will talk to all of you soon.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Dancing Dreams
Ever since I could walk, I have loved dancing. It was always a dream of mine to be a professional dancer. However, I never was able to take classes. I gave up trying out for my high schools dance team because of my anxiety.
Now, I really regret all of that. I still really love to dance, but unfortunately I am too late to do anything about it. I could take classes and become better, but by the time I was at a pro level, I would be too old.
If there is something you wish you could go back and change, what would that be?
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Update # 14
I've been on this new journey for over 7 months now. It has been a lot of things except for easy. However, things that are worth it are never easy. A lot is changing and I am finding that some of my dreams have even changed. I'll get into that information someday. This still, however, is about my weight loss/ getting healthy journey.
So, today (January 20th) I met with my Nutritionist. We talked about how my food has been, how much exercise I have been doing, and went over my blood sugar. They aren't perfect, or even that low, however they have been under 200 for a long time which is very important. In time my goal will be to never go above 140, and when I am fasting stay under 120.
I lost 6.4 pounds in 5 weeks. Ever since I started in June, I have been consistantly losing weight at 6 pounds (give or take half a pound here and there). Since my highest weight I have lost about 55 pounds. I have around 60 (at the most) left to go.
I also lost 10 inches around my waist. I still have about an inch to get to a healthy waist size, but my goal is 5-10 more.
I understand this second half will be harder, and I am definitely not looking forward to the slower progression.....but I am looking forward to finishing what I started. I am not there yet, but as soon as I can, I want to be able to say that I used to be fat...but I never will be again.
There are so many things I want to do once I lose the weight.
Anyway, that is all for this update. Until next time, I will talk to all of you soon. xx
So, today (January 20th) I met with my Nutritionist. We talked about how my food has been, how much exercise I have been doing, and went over my blood sugar. They aren't perfect, or even that low, however they have been under 200 for a long time which is very important. In time my goal will be to never go above 140, and when I am fasting stay under 120.
I lost 6.4 pounds in 5 weeks. Ever since I started in June, I have been consistantly losing weight at 6 pounds (give or take half a pound here and there). Since my highest weight I have lost about 55 pounds. I have around 60 (at the most) left to go.
I also lost 10 inches around my waist. I still have about an inch to get to a healthy waist size, but my goal is 5-10 more.
I understand this second half will be harder, and I am definitely not looking forward to the slower progression.....but I am looking forward to finishing what I started. I am not there yet, but as soon as I can, I want to be able to say that I used to be fat...but I never will be again.
There are so many things I want to do once I lose the weight.
Anyway, that is all for this update. Until next time, I will talk to all of you soon. xx
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